
Strange how we decorate pain.
Margaret Atwood
It's 2 am , I'm not in love, Not even in friendship, Not under the influence of alcohol. While talking on the phone, I wanted to get rid of that contact Maybe for a while, Maybe for a lifetime. Disapproval thoughts makes me want to believe- they're not the right ones. My heart is screeching and mocking at me: "You didn't trust your instincts again, huh?" That 20 seconds of insane shock- "Damn, they are not good for me." Maybe because they have the ability To make me perturbed, gasp and wheeze as if, the whole world is collapsing on my shoulders. I'm a paradox, A conflicted contradiction. If I can't, you can't too, Understand me. Turning the page of my book gave me an unparalleled feeling, And in a trice, I could breathe, That heaviness in my chest, Burden in my heart, All vanished. I realized, 'Sparks' was humming in my ears, for my Air pods blasted. I'm contented again, for even the sky pulls itself together, after the quietude which the rain brings, I sleep again. Based on true events. Ananya Shanker©️2022 (All rights reserved)
There is always this one song you always turn back to. For me, it is ‘Sparks’ by Coldplay, although it’s a love song, somehow, it calms my soul. It makes me want to not give up.
A troubling reality is what made me write this poetry. I did not sleep the entire night(almost), probably I had a serotonin rush to finish this one! I hope you will like it. Also, it is okay to stay a mystery, when you are unascertained of what you expect out of someone or something. Screw what they have to say! They will never be able to make me feel that way. ❤️
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Bhau on fire🔥
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Thank you, my bhau! ❤️🥺
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Well expressed!!!!
Loved it.
Don’t ever give up. You will shine one day. Love you beta ❤️
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Mamaa❤️
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